Did you ever experience being with someone so dear and you share your dreams and goals only to be disappointed at the end? You started to have high hopes, thought about it, and even so excited of the outcome but it looks like nothing is happening? There is no progress, no actions, but everything are pure wishes, hopefully something will be happening before Jesus comes.
You begin to be so mad, disappointed, and your mouth would like to say words that cut to the heart. Your fingers would like to type sarcasm. Your heart would like to give up. Your heart become so numb. And the phrase which was normal only to the weak becomes normal to someone who seems too strong, “I give up”.
But as you reflect about it, you have something to thank God for and God Himself.